I not so secretly really wish I could dance like her. Makes my insides happy. Maybe one day..... That'd be great:)
On to other subjects--Can I just say I love Sundays? Hope so, because I just did. Honestly though, I just love the way God never forgets about me. It's frequently obvious on Sundays. But its been a gradual happening mostly in the past 24 hours where the Lord has just poured out love to me. I needed to see that, to remember that, to remember what I'd once known and somehow let slip my mind these past weeks.
My bishop asked me today why I try so hard to be good. At first I had no idea how in the world to answer that. We had to discuss it before I finally came down to the answer I think might explain it. There is a song on the EFY 2011 CD called "No Regrets" a lyric in that piece that says, "I wanna know the choices I've made won't leave me wishing I could make them again."
None of that sums up what happened to me this weekend, mostly because I have no idea how I would even try to explain it. All of it happened so gradually, yet somehow had a huge effect on my mind. What I do know is that I finally feel ready to face the world again.