Oh life. You make me laugh. God likes to tease me in the serious type of way. I like that He makes me laugh while still teaching me something though. So that last post was typed before I had to be on my way to mutual. I pretty much posted it, finished getting ready and left. I get to mutual and we have an opening hymn. Guess what it was.
When upon life's billows you are tempest tossed,
When you are discouraged, thinking all is lost,
Count your many blessings; name then one by one,
And it will surprise you what the Lord has done.
Are you ever burdened with a load of care?
Does the cross seem heavy you are called to bear?
Count your many blessings; every doubt will fly,
and you will be singing as the days go by.
Okay, okay. I get the point. Count my blessings. He didn't stop there--He practically forced me to count my blessings.
To make a long story short...I got my friend back. Someone I thought I'd lost. I couldn't help but give up on the friendship...and somehow the Lord gave back to me. Tenfold. I got more than I ever dared ask for. It feels like everything around us has changed and situations are so much better, but we somehow managed to get that same friendship I've missed so much back. Times I used to take for granted I was able to experience once again. It almost scares me, because I feel like maybe the world is going to yank everything back away. This time though...I think it may just be kind enough to let me keep this.
"Speak of the devil, and the devil shall appear."
People aren't kidding when they say that.
Earlier I had spoken to a friend of a particular person had left my life and we'd both moved on. Ships had sailed and we hadn't spoken in months. There didn't seem to be a need to. All of maybe 2 hours (if that) passed, and I got a text. From them. What? From who? Why are you texting me.. So much confusion passed in my brain. My body physically reacted to something that should have been no big deal. But it was. Or seemed to be. I almost didn't want to talk to them, but I'm so glad I did. It took me these months to finally learn and understand some of the things that happened way back when and why. I had fooled myself into thinking I understood reasons, and therefore the fact that it angered me seemed rationalized. Only now that I finally got to speak to them, I realized life had chosen to teach me what they'd been through and why they'd acted in the ways they had. It honestly feels like such a relief. The anger and hurt is all gone. Completely vanished.
Obviously there are so many more blessings I couldn't count them all, but those are the only ones I'm going to mention. In this post that is.
Life is awesome. I don't understand it in the least. In fact...life has recently decided to put my life in a blender just to shake things up and make it more interesting. All I know is the end result ends up teaching me life is really made out of fruit and it just wanted to make smoothie. That's why all those things got so mixed up. And after being patient, you get to taste of the magical deliciousness life smoothie.