That happened.

That awful moment when you find out you let someone down. 


That moment sucks. 


I've always known I'm not as good as people make me out to be. I wish I was though. It's hard to find out you disappointed someone. 

I won't tell you lies,
I will stand accused with my hand on my heart.
I'm just trying to say I'm sorry--it's all that I can say. You mean so much, and I'd fix all that I've done if I could start again. I'd throw it all away to the shadows of regrets and you would have the best of me. 


I know that I can't take back all of the mistakes, but I will try. Although it's not easy, I know you believe me, because I would not lie.