Wednesday, December 28, 2011

So many...feelings.

Considering I refuse to even write them down for myself...and barely willing to utter them to the One who already knows...good luck getting them out on a blog post. 
But, I'm all for sharing music. (Contrary to what you might assume, they are all unrelated. And if they did happen to be related--it's probably not in the way you might think.)


The slightest words you said have all gone to my head, I heart angels sing in your voice. 
Do you even know how you make me weak?
I'm a lightweight...better be careful what you say. You're in control of my heart.
I'm a lightweight, easy to fall, easy to break. 
Keep me from falling apart.

Make a promise, please, you'll always be in reach.
(This is all so new, seems too good to be true. )
Could this really be a safe place to fall?
Keep from falling down; Drowned in your love. It's almost all too much...handle with care. Say you'll be there. 

It's probably the best for you. I only want what's best for you...and if I'm not the best, then you're stuck.
I tried to sever ties and I ended up with wounds to bind--like you're pouring salt in my cuts.
Even though I know what's wrong, how could I be so sure if you never say what you feel.
I guess you needed more time to heal...
Please don't get my hopes up, tell me how could you be so cruel? It's like you're pouring salt on my cuts.
I just ran out of band-aids. I don't even know where to start, 'cause you can't bandage the damage...you never really can fix a heart. 
"Ignorance is bliss"...but sometimes you can't deny...
It's a crime against the heart you know, to be somewhere in between.
I might just have to confess where I stand.
Lately you make me weaker in the knees.
They say you got a hold on me, and I won't disagree. 


Lessons learned, bridges burned to the ground and it's too late now to put out the fire. 
Tables turned and I'm the one who's burning now.
Well I'm doin' alright 'till I close my eyes--then I see your face.
Time can heal, but the scars only hide the way you feel.
Everything I said, I regret it.
I was doin' alright, thought I could make it, then I see your face and it's hard to fake it.
If you could find a way to forgive everything I know you would. 
Down on my knees...I thought I was stronger. 


There's nothing I could say to you...nothing I could ever do to make you see what you mean to me.
All the pain, the tears I cried, still you never said goodbye. Now I know how far you'd go.
I know I let you down...
I will be all that you want, and get myself together.
You keep me from falling apart.
Now I can breathe, 'cause you're here with me.
I'm not gonna ever ever let you leave.
You're all I got, you're all I want.
Without you, I don't know what I'd do.
I could never ever live a day without you.

I fell down.
I'm freakin' out. Where am I now? Upside down, and I can't stop it now. 
I...I'll get by. I...I'll survive. When the world's crashin' down, when I fall and hit the ground, I will turn myself around--don't you try to stop me.
I'll play the game, but I can't stay.
I've got my head on straight, and I'm not gonna change.
I'll win the race, keep up with the pace.
Today is the day that I start to pray--you can't get in my way. No. 
I'll get by. 
I'll survive. 
I won't cry. 
I found myself in wonderland...get back on my feet again. 
Is this real? Is this pretend? 
I'll take a stand until the end. 
I'll get by.  
I'll survive.
I won't cry. 

Have that. 

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