Sometimes...you get something you've said you wanted for months.
And sometimes...it hurts just a little bit. 
And you know what? 
Sometimes you don't want to admit it. 
So you don't. 
You pretend you're really happy about it. 
(And then you're sister points out that she knows it hurts. Just a little.)


But you move on.
Because it's selfish to be hurt over it.