Sometimes I don't know what to do with all the feelings inside of me.
I don't know how to act.
I don't know what to say.
I don't know what to expect.
I don't know how to cope.
I don't know who to talk to.
I don't know how to focus.
I don't know if it's okay to cry.
Sometimes I just don't know.
I want to escape all of it.
I want the fear to leave.
I want the temptations to disappear.
I want to feel like me....
because I haven't.
not in a long time.
I want time to stop.
yet I want it to skip a couple years.
I'm the biggest contradiction.
Nothing and no one makes sense.
And I don't know how to get through it.
I just know that somehow I will.
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